"I'm the type that doesn't like to give up so that's why I ended up starring in a film."

I was thinking of rejecting it when they first brought up the idea of doing a film. But I don't like to give up on things. Since I didn't want to stop now, I thought, "If I'm going to do a film, I might as well be number 1." That's how much stress I was under. I still remember the director screaming at me. We were acting instead of doing sex scenes. I'm much worse at acting compared to doing sex scenes, so I was doing it while hoping it'd just all be over with. I can still remember vividly at how much the director was angry with me. I've been trying to not let that happen ever since then. I've done 2 videos since I've come back and I think I've been able to enjoy the sex more than I used to.

"I know I'm not a great actress but I want to be famous."

I'm bad at doing dramas but I want to be famous. You know the actress Maki Mizuno? She's my role model. That's why I decided to use the name Haruki Mizuno as my screen name when I debuted. I thought of it myself. Do you remember the commercial that went "Do you like a pretty sister?". I wanted to star in something like that. Now that I'm 21, I'm thinking that such a role would be perfect for me.

"I wouldn't have been able to do assault scenes before."

In the second video that I've made since my return, there's a scene where I get tied up and also another scene where I get groped. I've always refused to do such scenes up until now but while I was resting I realized how much I liked this line of work. So I decided to stop refusing certain types of scenes. I've had a lot more fun shooting that film than I thought I would, so I was happy that I gave it a try.

"I don't hate sex. But if the mood isn't right...(Heart)"

Though I can't say I like doing it in the films, I like to have sex during my private time. It's just that, well, maybe I'm still like a kid in this sense but I want the mood to be right. Not like "Let's do it!" when we're together but just ending up doing it naturally after doing stuff for a while. I'm quite a romantic.

"I liked to masturbate before I started doing AVs."

I did it for the first time back in Jr. High and it was also then when I first started masturbating. It was around the time when you started to see people on TV or in magazines say that they used vibrators and stuff like that so I was more curious as to how it would feel than actually being embarrassed about it. But I never worked up the courage to buy a real one. So instead I looked for something that could fill the role, so I ended up trying one of those massagers that they sell in family restaurants. When I pressed it against my clitoris over my panties it felt so good that I still do it every once in a while. But I still don't use those pink vibrators. The massagers are cheaper and its not embarrassing even if someone sees it. But it's still incredibly embarrassing whenever a masturbation scene comes up in a video. Even more so if I have to use a vibrator. It's just one of those things that you do in everyday life that's hard to do in front of others.

"I won't lie to my boyfriend so don't print any!"

I had a boyfriend even while I was taking a break. But I didn't lie to him. I told him that I was in AVs right out. He's a very jealous person so we broke up because he couldn't forgive that. Well, I'm the jealous type too. It's just that when I have a boyfriend I tell him everything that happened to me. So I don't want to lie to my boyfriend. I don't think having sex as part of my job is cheating, so I hope I'd meet someone who'd think the same.