Interviewer:So you're not good at getting
spoiled.
Kurumi: I don't spoil people, and they don't spoil me.
Maybe it's because I was never spoiled...
Interviewer:Were you trying to grow up fast when you
were young?
Kurumi: No, I just thought that was normal while I was
growing up, so I did everything myself, without relying on anyone
else.
"I don't like men who flirt too much. Everyone!
Real men shouldn't do such things!"
Interviewer:Don't you have a lot of stress?
Kurumi: I think I've been under a fair bit of stress
recently. At first, I had no idea what it was that was bothering
me though.
Interviewer:So what happens when you're stressed out?
Kurumi: I start to hallucinate, Hahahaha. Around this
time last year, I was suffering from some depression and I was worried
that if I got even more stressed out I'd be in deep trouble. Then
out of no where I thought I saw a cat pass by me but when I checked
again the cat was on the other side of the street!
Interviewer:...so any other bad memories of your childhood
aside from your parents fighting?
Kurumi: Ah...I hated my father. My brother's a year
younger than me and we'd always say things like "Let's finish
him off" and things like that (laughter). "We can't wait
for god to act!" and stuff like that.
Interviewer:What didn't you like about your father?
Kurumi: He'd drink ALL the time, and when he sobered
up he'd scream at all of us. And if you tried to change the channel,
he'd put it back on to baseball but he wouldn't say a word to you...you
know, that type.
Interviewer:Were you ever beaten?
Kurumi: Oh, all the time. My brother and I once decided
to "really kill him this time!", but there were a lot
of murder cases going on at the time and on TV and you'd see them
all get captured. So we figured that we'd get caught too and decided
to abandon the idea.
Interviewer:So as a kid you felt your dad was worse
than your mom?
Kurumi: Yep. Not that I really care anymore. They got
divorced when I was a junior in high school.
Interviewer:So until you were a junior your family life
was pretty crappy?
Kurumi: I guess so...we were all living under dad's
watchful eye until then. We didn't know when he'd blow up at us.
But he seems to be doing pretty well now. I consider my mom to be
my only real parent but my dad's in Tokyo so we contact each other
every once a while. We went out to eat dinner together recently.
Interviewer:So you two are close now?
Kurumi: Not really close, but he seemed really lonely,
so...it sorta of made me sad seeing him like that...
Interviewer:What did you talk about? Didn't it feel
weird?
Kurumi: I didn't like it at all. But we didn't really
talk about anything important...you know how it is...
Interviewer:Since you grew up in such a family setting,
didn't you want to get loved by the people around you?
Kurumi: Oh, of course. I really wanted to get along
with everyone and make tons of friends but sometimes it ended up
as being "I don't need any friends!" I didn't want to
show anyone else how lonely I really was deep inside.
There's not too many people who has such a perfect body
as this.
It's no fair you get to be the only one peeking in! Take me next
time!
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